Monday, February 6, 2012

IS THEIR A GOD?


DRUGS
                THIS IS SOMETHING I DON’T LIKE REMEMBERING BUT I ADMIT I WAS A JUNKIE LONG TIME AGO AND I DID IT UNDER EVERYONES NOSE, DRUGS BECOME YOUR FRIEND WHEN YOU ARE CONFUSED ABOUT LIFE, FAMILY AND FRIENDS. I HAVE NEVER HAD A CONSTANT FRIEND SO I WONT BLAME BEING A DRUG ADDICT ON BAD COMPANY. MY MUM FOUND A ROLL UNDER MY PILLOW ONE NIGHT AND FROM THEN I GOT CLEAN FOR HER SAKE. IT WAS A LONG JOURNEY FOR ME PERSONALLY SINCE I DIDN’T WANT THE WHOLE SCHOOL AND MY FRIENDS TO KNOW. BEEN CLEAN FOR 7YEARS WITHOUT A SINGLE URGE, IS THEIR A GOD? YES THERE IS! OVERCAME ADDICTION WITHOUT CONSEQUENCES APART FROM FINANCIALLY AND MEMORY WISE. IN MOMBASA 8 OUT OF 10 DRUG ADDICTS HAVE HIV AIDS OR OTHER RELATED DISEASES. YES, THEIR IS A GOD.
EDUCATION
                I WAS BROUGHT UP IN A MIDDLE CLASS FAMILY SO EDUCATION WAS NEVER A PROBLEM. I WENT TO COLLEGE IN NAKURU FOR 3 YEARS AND IN THE FINAL EXAM KNEC DECIDED I WAS A FAILURE. WELL, I DON’T REGRET FAILING AND TO BE SINCERE AM INTERESTED IN EXPERIENCE THAT LIFE HAS TO OFFER AND NOT THEORY KNEC HAS TO OFFER. I AM NOT SAYING DON’T STUDY BECAUSE THE PAPERS ARE IMPORTANT IN THE KENYA MARKET BUT I BELIEVE ITS SOMEONES LUCK. IS THEIR A GOD, YES THEIR IS A GOD BECAUSE  EVEN WITHOUT THE PROPER CERTIFICATES AM EMPLOYED WITH A GOOD SALARY AND GAINING EXPERIENCE FROM A GOOD MENTOR.
LOVE
                ONE AND A HALF YEARS AGO I WAS HEARTBROKEN AND BETRAYED BY SOMEONE I TRUSTED AND TREASURED FOR 4 YEARS. MY FRIENDS APPARENTLY KNEW THAT MY EX WAS HAVING AN AFFAIR WITH SOMEONE ELSE BUT NEVER EVEN GAVE ME A LITTLE HINT. WELL I FORGAVE ALL OF THEM AND MOVED ON LATE LAST YEAR AFTER ABUSING ALCOHOL AND PLAYING WITH LADIES FEELINGS FOR ALMOST A YEAR. IF SOMEONE HAS LEFT YOU THEN KNOW THEY WERE NOT THE ONE FOR YOU. I HAVE RECENTLY ENTERED INTO ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP WISER AND MATURE AND I KNOW I AM FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN. I CAN FEEL IT IN MY BONES AND THIS TIME I FOUND AN ANGEL, HELL, SHE HAS BEEN TEACHING ME HOW TO PRAY AND I ATTENDED CHURCH LAST SUNDAY AFTER 3 YEARS. AM HOPING AND PRAYING FOR THE BEST. IS THEIR A GOD, YES THEIR IS FOR I HAVE FOUND AND ANGEL.


READ TOMORROW FOR PART TWO

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